Such a strange, surreal world. Yesterday, the weather matched the mood – raining, hailing. Now, the sun is out, the floors are in bloom, birds are singing. And in Ukraine, tanks have entered Kyiv. How does any of it make any sense?
I spoke to a colleague early this morning. He spent the night in the metro, which has been converted into a bomb shelter. And he’s not able to leave – nor are any of the other colleagues I work with on a daily basis – because men aged 18-60 have been called up.
I’ve done everything I’ve possibly could – donated, protested, written to my MP, checked in on everyone I know. And it still feels like nowhere near enough. I’m conscious that this isn’t about me, but how can anyone be calm right now, when everything we know is at risk of destruction?
And yet, life carries on as usual. I walked the dog. I had coffee. After joining yesterday’s protest, I even went to see a brand new musical, Broken Wings at Charing Cross Theatre. Impeccable timing, isn’t it? But it was a nice – albeit temporary – reprieve.
Tonight, we’re going to a concert. It feels like a joke. How can we go to a concert when people we care about are at risk of losing their lives? But we will go, and we’ll try to enjoy ourselves, because these two parallel universes can apparently coexist.